Looking back..

This time last year I had no idea that the next coming up year would be such an emotional year. I had no idea that I would lose my grandmother. I had no idea that my family would fall apart. No idea that my house would be foreclosed on, and we'd have to move out of the house I have grown up in and the house that I will forever want back. I never thought I'd make it through the school year and actually pass. I never knew that I would get my dream, and it would come crashing down like an ocean wave crashing down on the sand. I never imagined how incredibly hard this year was going to be & how many mistakes I would make knowing that I shouldn't do them.. I did them anyway. Some of them I can't ever get back, but God still loves me. I changed churches which I am so glad I did, I've gotten so close to God. I had spiritual war fare, which was pretty scary but, yes I made it through. I had a friendship I left, come back together & I am soo glad that it did. She is and will forever be my best friend.

I never ever in my wildest imagination imagined I would be going on a mission trip.. much less going to Alaska on a plane. It is absolutely the COOLEST thing I will ever get to do. I know that God wants me to go to this.

Well, this is my last summer in high school.. Which is so depressing. :/ but, I get to go to Alaska for it :) so, it's all better now.